## Unsettle If you are in your early adulthood phase, has there been a time where you would have been constantly trying to do a certain activity which you wished you were able to do in your late childhood or teenage phase and end up finding it extremely boring or unsatisfying? Well worry not, because you are not alone, I feel you totally. For me it has been gaming. I couldn't afford to game when I was at a younger age because I didn't have very capable equipment like a PlayStation or Xbox to game on (although I did use to still play games which my trusty old low-end PC supported and boy even those slow jittery running games used to feel fun). Coming to the current age, I am a young adult, at the time of writing this I am 24 years young and I am self sufficient financially enough to be able to afford a PlayStation with all the bells and whistles which the childhood me could just dream off. But every time I fire it up with a "hope" of feeling the excitement that I used to feel when I was in my teens, it just doesn't show up. Like really I don't feel it, the games which were a dream before the excitement, the rush, the bug just doesn't itch the same way. So what really happened? I was clinging to the thought that maybe some activities really have an age to be enjoyed at and maybe gaming is not that thing which excites me anymore, but this feeling often left me just half heart-ed like really, that's it? It's not fun anymore? A lot of days passed by and while watching a course video about design (which is exciting for me NOW), I had a realization. I did not use to enjoy watching tutorials or course videos back in that age. So what Abhishek, is that your point? No, no, hear me out, let me help you understand what the realization really is about. What felt exciting at a younger age doesn't excite us now, but we don't notice the other part that certain activities which were a burden back them, are much more inspiring now. But the eureka resides in realizing this: If old activities really don't excite you anymore, its time to stop clinging to them and invest and rejoice the activities which inspires and excites you at the present moment in time, at this very age. Its a sign to let go. Embrace the impermanence and look forward to the mysteries that help you push forward towards the light that takes care you each day. Ciao younger Abhishek! :)